I had a chance to sit and talk to the lord For so long it seems that his voice I’ve ignored He wasn’t angry as we finally sat down to speak And I know he’s with me every time I’m weak. I was overwhelmed to see him, it was such a grace And he smiled, as tears rolled slowly down my face. I knew not why I was crying, but only why I came And after this moment I would never be the same. I had so many questions; I didn’t know where to begin. I felt so overwhelmed by triumph, pain and too much sin. Just as promised he was there for me, and didn’t turn away It was if he cared about everything I finally had to say. Not knowing where to begin I just sat there in his view And he took my hand and said “I’ve always loved you” It was then I understood that it was I who turned away It was me who forgot the importance and need to pray. I told him life was hard, and it was a battle at best Explaining that so much hurt weighed down upon my chest. I was terrible for doubting that God was even there With so much disaster how did he even still care? I was conflicted and lost, I just needed some clarity It was then God told me he’s even closer in my adversity.