Temptation, anticipation I'll brush it off Vulnerable I'm capable lost control of my feelings I'll let it fade erase it, it's only in my head I do everything I can what I do only waits to cut me again what did I do to deserve the distress I stop, only to repeat what harms me the most It's what I want the most? my desire has yet to happen I lose all sense of control and my mind becomes a chaos double thinking, over analyzing but keeping a strong sense of faith for my expectations will you remember what I am? will you remember everything about me I know you love? I know what I am is enough you were right when you said I'm the optimistic one but I will not stop questioning myself past, future, present love I'll be patient and I'll wait but I don't want to lose anymore time when I could be perfect in your arms and my promise is I'll complete you