I've let you down, but you didn't turn away I've hurt you bad, you came back for me the next day I said things and did things, you said it was all fine I never have forgotten the way you tend to shine. I pushed you somewhere else, I never understood why I avoided and deleted your calls, then I turned around and cry It's not you it's me, I often say this out loud You're not the first nor the last and believe me I'm not proud I got your email, I received your call I can't seem to break free from this built up wall Tonight like many others I walk on my own I never thought I cared, after all this is what I have shown.