Uncomfortably, I lay. Hopeless, I continue. Unsure, I committed. Irreversible, that is reality. If the wind blows to my opposite direction, I care not to follow... I will stand still, Waiting 'til it blows my way. Should I compromise and fail, I dare not to stop trying. There is nothing wonderful... In a life with fake grins. If I should drown myself in solitude... And not be with someone... That would make me happy... Then, let loneliness devour me...