The worst moments of my life is when I beyond miss you And I’m sitting here thinking to myself does he miss me too I'm asking myself why did he cheat what did I do wrong Maybe it’s because I didn't keep him happy for too long I have this slight anger that turns all my lights dim But I can’t lie to myself I still care for him I keep this anger deep inside my soul And it's killing me damn I'm about to blow Even if it takes forever I'll wait for him But the chances of me surviving are none if not slim He’s the only guy I felt this for And the way he looks at me just makes me love him more Should I hate him and ignore what he has to say Or should I love him and decide on that special day The day I’ve been dreaming of, the day he becomes free And the day when he answers all questions important to me I love him too much to just let him go The future of our relationship at this point only god knows All I can do is hope that my lights don’t become anymore dim And hope that he loves me as much as I love him